Entry: more fun, hurting from regret Jul 20, 2004



crashed and hungout with will the past couple days...

it was pretty fun... yesterday... went rollerskating at the moonlight roller rink in glendale... it's been such a long time since i was last there... trying to rollerskate was fun... i lost my sense of balance since i've been off of my longboard for over a month... but i was sorta getting my balance back... it was fun overall, but my ankles weren't allowing me to keep skating... i only went around the rink about 6-7 times... and we were there for a couple hours...

the regret kicks in 'cause of one of the workers at the rink... a really cute white girl that goes around the rink and watches people if they need help or got hurt, plus helps with getting people their rollerskates... besides picking up my skates, we made eye contact a couple times... of course i gotta smile... something i forget to do sometimes... and one time she smiled at me first... but i also gotta put everything else in consideration... past few girls that blew me off... the types of girls they appeared to me (nice)... etc...

reasons why i didn't talk to her or ask her out... first, is a little bit of rejection (not a big part for me at the time)... second, was i thought about the other girls i asked out... third, was that i assumed that she was seeing someone / or had a bf (she talked to some guy that worked there too.. a slight assumption... nothing that really bothered me).  but heck... never thought i'd regret it this much... to even mention it here.

after, we got home and hung out... at night we had all you can eat sushi at the one place in pasadena... i couldn't believe it... i thought i was full last time we went... this time was even worse... then dropped by ralphs to grab some drinks... then went back to the house, played a crap load of card games while we were buzzing it with drinks... screwdrivers mostly for me... also had a mix of malibu with pineapple juice... maybe a new favorite that i can add.... texas hold'em, blackjack, pussoi dos, gin, war... we crashed around 3 am..

today was kick back... woke up at 10:30.... went to b&n in glendale so will could get the family guy dvd... went back to the house... swam for a little bit... watched tv and counter-strike... then went bowling... we went to burbank pickwick... they said it was $6.50 per person for unlimited play... we get there, bowl a game, then find out it was $6.50 for the first game and $3.50 per game... gotta admit that the lanes were nice... smooth, even and had proper wax... the first game i got a 98... then i got the hang of my curve... and bowled a 182 the next game... got a turkey from the 9th to 10th frame... a nice little boost of self esteem... i'm happy when i do well at what i like.... all sports included... a good kick-up of confidence too. =)

-things are pretty smooth on the cloud-

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