4th of july and the day after was fun, tiring, and chill.  hung out at will's house.  we practically ate all day...
hamburger, hamburger, light alcohol, buzzed, swimming, more hamburgers, buzzing again, food coma, chill, play video games.

living the lazy man's life was fun.  ed is out in korea still.  he actually gets back today.  but hanging out with everyone else was cool...
will, cindy, erik, james, and his gf.  john was supposed to come, but i guess things came up.  it's like living with my second family again.  i was really spoiled this weekend... fed and pampered like a baby.

i just copied this from my hard journal... not really finished with thoughts, but whatever.

today, i only got 5 hours of sleep... had to take my car in for it's oil change... other than that... just lounged around at home... eat... games... tv... watching lots of texas hold'em... tried to play b-ball, but didna work.

the days are still rough around the edges... even though they shouldn't be... i'm still thinking about ana maria sporadically... it's not good for me... i wish i could forget... but my mind doesn't allow me to.  it's not even worth it to think about her.. if she doesn't even want to call... be friends... then i shouldn't stress about it.. i don't know why my mind can't understand that.

music is my #1 relaxer... ya know what song i've been loving a lot lately?
bob marley - no woman no cry